You yearned for something like this to happen.
You expetced this incident.
You imagined accepting
Yet, when such event actually becomes reality,
You're in shock.
Instead of agreeing immediately, you contemplate.
You over think
Examining all the possibilities
all the consequences.
Doubting your previous decision
Yet, you're heart's decision doesn't waver,
But why does the mind and heart contradict?
Is this how it's meant to be?
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nonsensical babbling